“And what have you done?” – John Lennon

- I’ve bought 3rd row center tickets to see John Mayer February 17th 2010.
- I’ve been working 3 or 4 days a week, which is better than nothing.
- I’ve been making just enough to pay off the bills, and hoping I start saving some of it.
- I’ve watched New Moon, one of the best movies ever made, and I’ll watch it again and again.
- Really, New Moon was fantastic.
- I’ve worn my Battle Studies t-shirt, and jammed to the cd, which is still growing on me, but I really don’t hate it.
- I’m growing fond of “Half of my Heart” from Battle Studies.
- I’ve been going out Saturday nights, and I have my first x-mas party of the year this weekend.
- I’ve been surviving my tinnitus, and trying to keep my chin up.
- I go down but I get back up, and I’m enjoying being up
- I’ve been doing my own manicure and learning to spend a little less, saving is like going on a diet.
- I’ve been texting with my new cellphone, and getting used to the keys.
- I’ve been designing website concepts, though the process has been slow.
- I’ve been learning to be hopeful, and learning how to make cupcakes.
- Writing my journal by hand, and I guess I write less here.

Seems like everyone stopped, holla if you’re still here LOL.

Things are going pretty well for me, work is just slowing down a bit and I don’t like that, but it will pick up again soon, not too worried…

My back hurts and I’m not sure if its from my period, or yoga class. Bah. Ok I don’t feel like blogging right now, I’ll make it short LOL. Love life is going the same, social life might be getting busy, lots of parties are coming up…ahhh its party season. Hell, its CHRISTMAS season. wtf? I can’t believe its here once again…

Oh yes, New Moon is next week, I’m seeing it Saturday! And of course, Battle Studies is coming out…of course I’ve heard it over 20 times by now. I don’t think its going to be my favorite, its more of a Heavier Things type album for me, but who knows…its still weird that he has new music out, I’m still kind of shocked by it somehow, not sure why…I guess there was just less hype than with Continuum, and he really involved the fans with that one, this time, it was more low-key? And it was weird cause he’s obviously writing about all his celeb girlfriends. But it doesn’t bother me as much now, I’m seeing the human side of it. The concert should be good though, lots of cool new jams I just hope I get some good tickets, no, amazing tickets. First row or else LOL.

I never know where to start anymore when I write these. Seems like my thoughts are all over the place and I’m trying to categorize them! Ok work: going well, I sometimes get a little stressed out. But I talk myself out of it so far, I just don’t know how I’ll be handling it when I have PMS. Eh. But its nice having two jobs, I know if I end up hating one, I have the other lol.

Once again, my love life shall remain a mystery. Patience is a virtue, one that I have trouble with myself. But that’s okay, things aren’t so bad.

I’m having fun on twitter lately, especially with Devon Sawa on it! He’s actually pretty funny, and a little humor never hurt anyone. The older I get, the more I appreciate comedy and humor, its so important to take things lightly…its a lesson I’m learning bit by bit.

Very excited for two things this month: 1) NEW MOON! 2) BATTLE STUDIES! and 2-a would be: 2010 John Mayer tour! If things work out as I hope, 2010 will be the best year ever.

Ok on the downside, my GERD is acting up. But I’m guessing in a few days, it should normalize…I’m back on the pills so it has to. Eh. No more junk food for me…but hey I needed this in a way. Been eating way too much of it.

Halloween was really fun, I got invited to a party, and everyone’s costume was awesome! I was a dark fairy, it was actually pretty cheap…20 bucks lol. I couldn’t find my Sailor Moon costume anywhere, if I threw it out, I’ll cry.

Ok well, I’m gonna try and get some New Moon reading done, so I can be fresh for the big day LOL.

It’s been ages, I mostly haven’t felt like blogging. But I’m doing great, and I haven’t been able to say that in a long time. I’ve been downright miserable all year, and I’m “ready” to be happy now :p.

I won’t talk about my love life, because I don’t want to jinx anything. You’ll see and I’ll see what is coming. *nods* However in terms of career, I have two jobs going on, the one with my current boss, and a new place nearby, as a web designer as well. The catch is, at this point, both would like to train me further to make me creative director. BOTH! How did that happen? I feel like I won the lottery! But really I didn’t, I’m getting broke, since I haven’t gotten much money yet. I’m praying my nearby job will pay me a little faster than Ben does . Myeah so…I cut my hair, I dyed my hair…had a nice thanksgiving with the family. Going through pms right now and it bites, I know that I can’t use proper judgment while I’m in this condition, and its pretty frustrating. And not everyone understands my moods, eh. I know I can be quite bitchy, and I feel bad, but believe it or not? It’s when I need my friends the most. I need their undying love and support while I’m like this, any judgment or rude comment just gets blown up ten times. I really wish I could do something about it, but maybe in a few years I’ll get better. But really, it hurts when my friends just abandon me…Especially *while* I’m like this, it feels way worst. Arg, well, 4 days till my period is here lol.

I added a Halloween theme for now. I don’t have any concrete plans…I’m not sure why I was in the mood for it, since my dog passed away last year on it…but whatever, gotta think of the good Halloween stuff. Blah, I’m not keeping this too long, since I talk to everyone on twitter anyway, but there ya go!